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What used to seem so normal is a rare. And whats rare is now normal. Like getting screwed over by people around you, Gaia administration, the wonderful ( I said wonderful right ) government of the United States. Whats it going to be like in 10 years ? Am I going to be paying $5.00 with two jobs ands everyone around me doesn't speak English. Yah, the same is boring but isn't it nice that some things stay the same like the Gaia page for whatever purpose all the junk on it is used for I have no clue. I'm just frustrated. So I wanted off in a few weeks just for the weekend and seniority rules so I'm screwed. Not for long smile But for now till I know what to do next. The only way is if they give us another person to replace my manager who's going on mini vacation. If they get someone (which they should ) I can get off for 2 of the 3 days and if not I'm calling out. I feel like I'm screwing them over in actuality there screwing me over. There actually crewing all 3 of us over because everyone shouldn't have to suffer for lack of help. One too many times but I'm just sick of the environment anyway.

I actually have been looking for a job. I found some but my resume is lacking and I have no clue if I need my portfolio or how to use references. It would be my first job in the field I want. None of my friends are done school so I'm the first one. Its scary. I just want to find a good one, one that pays enough, isn't near traffic, not too far, and one I could deal with and not get bored with.

My Mom finally wants use to move she finally got fed up with the house. The room s would be bigger and I could do what I want with mine. The stupid Realtor didn't show up to show it to us though. He's from Remax but the sign says its a woman from Oconner Pipper and Flin. Nice guy smile Dealing with my screaming complaining family while moving is going to suck. My Mom has a fit over noise (something drops, the phone rings), nor does she have patience (less than me) . My Dad will just complain about whatevers left cause that's what he does. Even if I were gone by then I would be still stuck helping. Selling this house will be tons of work of its own. I lived here all my life so its weird to just leave after that long. it will be good though (partially). So yah....

Hachi_ate you