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March 6, 2009


Dear Journal,

Is every younger sibling spoiled is some form or another. I know my brother is. Hes catered to all the time. Like today my mom is going to the libray to pick up library books for my brothers 12th grade project. I think its due the 14th of this month. Doug should go get the books himself its his project. I don't remember being catered to. My dad basically did my sculpture if a heart in 7th grade (before it got destroyed). But my mom and dad never did the research for a project for me.

Another way he is catered too is that of when we eat dinner. He eats hardly anything for breakfast and dinner because hes so picky. hes had manicotti before. For him I make it especially with out cheese or spinach. A couple nights before he complained about it cause e found a piece of spinach in his sauce so he wouldn't eat the sauce. Hes had the tomato sauce before on spagetti and same with the noodles. My dad threw the leftover manicotti in the spagetti. Guess what he ate it razz . He didn't know it was there but he ate it. My dad was the one finding the spinach not him. Spinach isn't my dads favorite. I'm not much of a picky eater. I'll try new foods for the most part and not complain.

My brother is f'ing 18 so why does he neeed to be babied. He needs to moveout for college so he can grow up. He would have to find his own breakfast lunch and dinner, deal with others he doesn't like, piles of homework and balance a job, O and his laundry too.

It was funny but pathetic yesterday when my mom got on the computer and he wanted on it. He walks downstairs and was saying to my/ our mom "what are you doing". She was dancing. He got on Guitar Hero and started playing. My mom turne her music up so then my brother did out of whinny needing to win. It was a stero match. You could swear it was the neighors. The two kinds of music together did go half bad together smile . Doug got his way in the end. I figured if he asked me to use my laptop I would but he didn't, so therefore I didn't let him. Life sucks you can't get everything you want.

The lady at school should learn to be more patient . She decide in her head I guess "O I know you so you won't mind if I just use the dough sheeter in between when your not using it. Our class has 18 people when it is suppose to have 16. Its a Chocolate and Showpiece class. Its pretty huge for any cooking class more so you can see the problems here then in that class. I asked the teacher so what happens if I have15 people in front of me for the sheeter? She said it would be no problem. Yah well I ran into that problem a couple times razz . I ended up rolling it out instead of waiting for 5 people. I also was drinking montain dew so I was basically wired so standing around didn't feel like a option. I was the first to start rolling it out by hand. Others in my classin the room I was in joined in. See what do know razz

I knew there would be that problem cause it takes me years to use the sheeter. I didn't get all my pieces done. I'm making snoppy's dog house. I have a couple pieces of pastiage and the snoopy to make. I was
going to work on it today but my mom is going to the library and I need to go. But if I go I might have to help my mo look for books sad . I'll probably get my cds and read a book in the car while I'm waiting. She can't get me there. My mom sometimes likes to be waited on at home just as much as her pacients. For example we have tons of pan so we stuff them in the cubbart. She gets someone else to do it yet she was the one who bought the pans. She wonders why our house is too small. Today it was the freezer. For the most part for big items I look in the fride for space she should have don the same then she wouldn't have to blame thehouse.

I knew the people at the internship place had big egos but I guess I'll suffer. They don't have time to "properly train me" because they have "personal issues". I get it I'm the quiet little side project. This place (that will be its name today) has breads, they do cakes, and make pastries, and morning things like bagels". For the most part I can do most of it except the cakes. Just give me the recipe and send me off. They will be surprised smile The bread place I found seemed so much nicer. The hot desk guy was like for you like a muffin while you wait for the manager. Everyone seemed happy and enjoyed there jobs. I like bread but I would rather get the experience in cakes. I get bored doing the same kind of s**t over and over. "This place" is taking there time. At least they would have me do stuff ( I hope). I hope there inflated egos don't start inflating too much. This is a _____ and we just do this. NO s**t. Give me the recipe and I'll ask if I need help. They do bagels and donuts from frozen then they charge .70 for a donut (Dunkin Donuts charges .65). I guess its the location. It took me a while to figure that out. I think customers don't care and shouldn't care about your problems because they are your customer and its your job to care about them not the other way around.

Hope I wrote enough razz .


Hachi_ate you

Ps. Why do people act like I have ot be friends with my class mates. I could care less about them I'm there to get my grade and I'm gone. Why do people care if I don't know someone elses name. There are ******** 18 people in the class. All I have to say is excuse me when I bump into them not excuse meso and so by the way you are looking lovely. I'm sorry I don't have my rich granny pay for everything so I can go party. I would love to but I can't.