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The only time I ever get to "Journal" is when I have time before or after school. sad School started picking so her I am weeks later. I was really pissed off a couple days ago and Gaians cheered me up. I posted something about what do you do when people take there anger out on you. The one guy was like your not a waste can. That comment made me feel better.

What had happened was eveybody in the bakery I was working at was in a bad mood except for me. I hate it when people take there anger out on me and I don't want ot be a hypocrite so i choose not to. You can tell the baker is in a bad mood when she starts cursing and yelling. The other girl was just bitching about everything. Theres too many of this theres too many of that (racks that take up floor space). I guess I need to mention I'm not a waste basket. When she bitched about there being two trays of something so she doesn't have to make two trips when you cant fit everything on one tray is a little annoying. I mention that I'm sorry she's not an octapus. I do blurb out "smart as comments when I'm irritated". The day before the one girl was just throwing stuff on the table I was working at so she didn't have to put it away. I pulled a hot rack out of the oven so I told her if she wanted to burn her hand touch this rack. I hate confrontation so I avoid it at all costs. Especially when one friend willl back the other up so its 2 0n 1 . Then I'd have to tell the other one to back the ******** off and the stay in her corner. The thing is they are experts are confrontation, but I'm not.

The stuff they b***h about is stupid s**t like I can't afford food but yet i can go to a $45.00 concert, or my roomates a dumb a** but yet she knew that when he moved in. She asks for every little problem she gets. KARMA. razz

Another timeThe one girl really irritated me when she told the other girl (Jenn) that should could talk about a topic because around other employees. Te other girl was all I know what you mean basically infering I was the reason they couldn't talk about it. I could care less why she couldn't spend 2.50 on something. Anyway who am I going to blab it too? Is it that much of a ******** deal. Anyway they could have said it more discretely. They sometime make me feel stupid and I'm not. I may forget thing and mubble things but at least I do'nt complain about $2.50.

I wish I had more time to watch tv and shows on the intenet but i don't. I think last year I scheduled a "day of nothingness" if you will. This was either a day I did just fun stuff or it was a combination of erans and fun stuff. I think Friday will be that day soon as I figure it out. Although I still have work. Who knows maybe it will be Thursday because I already go over my friends house. I'll figure something out.

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