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I'm just really hyper right now. I feel like I was in kindergarten for college students today. In my Soc. class we had an argument about gun control and culture. It was a change compared to the teacher talking the whole time repeating himself and over explaining himself. My Dining Room Management class hurt my brain. It was basically math word problems with silverware. He gave us a menu and we had to set silverware for it. Who knew it was actually important.

I really want to just goof off right no. I want to go hang out with the guys. Although I feel guilty every time I don't flirt with him. I feel like it my ony time to check if there a point of me trying or that he would he think of dating me. I really need to try to get alone time or something when the others are out of the room or something. I feel like I'm not trying hard enough. There has to be something wrong with him be that nice. I feel like he cares what I;m saying maybe hes just zoning out when I talk I don't know and I still want to find out. If I call to just talk I'll probably get him at the wrong time. Maybe I should just move on. I really don't know.

Can't wait till tomorrow. We are thinking of doing a craft show together. Linz is coming over than well probably plan it than go to the Jo Ann's. Hopefully the other girl that comes over won't be left out too much I fell bad if she was though. Well probably go to Jo Ann's after Dee leaves I guess. Its sort of Linz is coming back and replacing Dee. Before there was no Dee so it was just the 5 of us including Linz. Its sort of like Dee was a temp.

It sucks Dee can't do anything because shes only 16 and her mom doesn't want her in the car with anyone she doesn't know. Her mom shelters her too much. Thats why they call them seat belts. If Steph was driving If I were her mom I'd be fine with it because Dee's mom knows Steph's. Her mom is paranoid. Your daughers a teen she has friends and does stuff. Why don't you just put a leash on her. What happens when she 18. Watch it'll be you live in my house you can't do that till you leave. Her mom might as well break down and cry. "My daughters all grown up boohoo hoo." I hate sheltering parents. Talk to them and trust them(if you can. It doesn't help that Dee lies to her mom though. She told her mom Stephs brother was way older than he was. If she wouldn't lie to her mom maybe Dee's mom would trust her more. Maybe not. Another reason for not lying to her mom is if her mom said you can't stay up than Dee does it just because her mom says she shouldn't shes being a hypocrite. Maybe Dee should say something. Possibly why don't you trust my friends or me, or what will it take for me to have freedom . Are you going to decide who I marry. Its my life I don't do drugs or have sex let me
live. Her mom probably believes her views are the only right ones is scared of any body else or maybe shes scared of change and the fact her child is growing up and doing teen stuff.