I've been really, really stressed lately. My stress has been so bad that I have been having breakdowns often. The reason behind my stress is that fact that I am doing a research project and my final art project at the same time. Now I would be okay with this, if I wasn't going away on vacation for a week. I've been using free periods (including lunch periods) and staying after school all this week so I can work on both projects. To make matters worse, is that the week I'm going away we have finals. I'll have to make those up as well, which won't be fun.
I also can't try out for the musical this year since the try-outs are (of course) the week that I will be on vacation. This isn't fair at all. Since this is my junior/3rd year, I would have gotten a better part in the play (since the directors try to favor the upper-classmen).
I hate going on vacation during school. I really do. I've told my family this several times, but they never listen. They did this to me my freshman/1st year too and it was hell. I've had at least 3 breakdowns in last week. I don't know how much I can't take of this before I completely snap. Vacation will be good for me, but I am not looking forward to coming back.
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Kodoku na Oujo no Nikki (The Diary of a Lonely Princess)
This little, worn diary, holds my deepest thoughts and fears.
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