Yep. It's finally hitting me. I suppose the only thing I can say to all the millions of people asking how I feel about entering Basic Training for the Air Force on November 3rd is: "I'm glad I'm finally going".
Am I looking forward to it? I don't think I am; I've seen some videos on the Air Force`s YouTube channel (yeah, I didn't know either), and I'm a bit nervous by what lies ahead. That feeling should pass once I'm in. I hope.
I've gotten bored. I've gotten tired. I've gotten restless. It really sucks to feel this way, but I almost want to be overloaded with stuff to do instead of sitting at home twiddling my thumbs or practicing my driving around western Tennessee. Ugh, my dad wants me to take the driving license test this Thursday just so I can see how it's like.. I know I need more driving time before I can pass it.
We went to the recruiters' in Nashville Monday just to check in (apparently I'm still around 139 pounds) and bought much of what I needed to take with me earlier today, including an iron. I'm definitely going to feel weird with that in my carry-on bag.
I don't like that I'll be in this for Thanksgiving, and especially Christmas. I'm going to miss the cats, the dog, the Internet (and the people I know on it), my video games, and though I hate to admit it, my parents too.
Oh, and I don't think I'll get a chance to get back on the internet after this Sunday. I'll put up a short and final journal entry before then, and change my avatar to a more fitting one. confused
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