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I'm finding out more about what the "thought storage" area of my mind carries every day.

While I've been typing my fingers raw on this online journal, I realize that I've only been writing about personal issues, which are only half of the problem I've been dealing with up till now.

The other half of it, while minor in importance except when it gives me money to spend, is purely about my job. Not the people I work with, not the things that happen while I'm working, but the actual work itself, and the knowledge and challenges that come with it.

I'm debating how to compensate for this dilemma. I've noticed that I've lost my energy in work recently, and not because I haven't been drinking my energy drink anymore. I think the problem is because I'm investing more time into this personal journal and learning from it than I am about work.

If I had a journal that collected all the thoughts I had daily about work, I might gain back that energy. There are two problems to this though.

One is that I want to have a journal that's electronically based, but accessible at both work and here. I don't know how to manage this, but it would be of more use to me than just having one at work or home. Then again, maybe it wouldn't be. Maybe I need the comfort of my room to purge all the information from my head.

This seems to make sense. I tend to stress myself out sometimes at work, which inhibits me from giving out that extra bit more soemtimes.

The other problem is that, if it's going to be electronic, what is it specifically going to be? I almost want to use this netbook for it, but I'm not sure about its safety. I also don't want to be posting this on the internet, on the off chance that there's a slip of information I give out that jeopardizes the mission, so to speak.

That's it for now. I need to get a bit more sleep in before the day ahead.