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15 thanksgivings
so.... my dad has been gone since sunday... cuz his mom is sick. and he is vistiting her in ohio.... before he left we had been fighting a lot. and now that hes gone there has been little drama.... this is the 15th thanksgiving of my life. and he isnt here. im not saying this one is improtant above all others but thanksgiving is a family time. and not all of the family will be here. his spot will be replaced by my moms friend cindy... she nice. and she is into reincarnation, and i think she has a crush on my mom. lol. my mom thinks im right but also thinks that its creepy. haha. anyway. shes cool, but its so not the same with out my dad. and the food will be different too. cuz my dad makes ALL this food. and things that are nasty, lyk greens... but still. theres always a butt load of food. but this year my mom is going light on the dinner. a stuffed terkey and some rice. some gravy, a salad... and bread. then desert... 2 pumpkin pies and a dump cake. im used to about 4 more things on the table for dinner... but its kool that she changed up the menu.... i miss my dad. even though i hate on him all the time, and we fight a lot. and he is totaly a bz..... i still ove him and i miss him. me and my sister will be the only kids here today...... thats usualy how it is. last year was different. mark came over. and that was bad. there was a lot of hate. mark kept leaving. and its not just that he went out side. its that he started walking and doesnt know clairemont @ all. u are kinda supposed to stay in the house @ thanksgiving. and the onle reason we took him over here in the 1st place is cuz he said he wasnt doing anything. and then when we got to his house his mom said that she wanted him home for dinner. that was so dumb. idk. i guess he just wanted to see me or something. but then again. u dont walk out on people that u want to see. it was really weird. and now y rents totaly h8 him....... and paul does too. but paul has special reasons. we used to take in people from collages. cuz my dad did this "take a student home for thanksgiving" program. and that was fun. u would have some kid there for food. cuz campus is closed... and they really have no where to eat. my dad was cool. but we havent had some one in a while. i think we only had one 2 years... maybe only one year. since my dad retired, i dont think they do that @ UCSD anymore. but i could be wrong. i hope every one has a nice thanksgiving. and gets good and full...... i know the homeless will be eating well tonight. its weird that we only help them out durring the holidays. i think some one should do something about it durring the summer too. cuz u still gata eat... no matter what time of the year.
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