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my perfect sister
my little sister is 14... we are 18 months apart. all of my life, i have had to share with her... well... all of the life that i can remember. we have had rules like "you cant wear make up until ur 13" but when ever i come of age, that means that she does too. its really annoying. there are 2 kinds of people in this world, people that give, and people that take. my sister is a taker. and l8ly it has really been getting to me. she is some one that wont do n e thing for other people unless it is also doing something for her. but if it seems like she wont directly benifit from it, she wont do it. my mother goes to my grandmas place every saturday, early in the morning, and i have been going with her. the thing about it is... my grandma isnt the nice kind that gives u cookies and all that. she is a 82 year old sex hound, that [[like my sister]] thinks she is queen... and is very rude. visiting her isnt something that i look forward to. but i dont want my mom to have to do it alone... so i go with her. my sister never goes.... thats fine for her, cuz when ever she does, my grandma calls her "sarah" all the time, and just tells stories about me, for once, some one that doesnt just love rachel. my sister thinks that she should always get everything she wants. and when she doesnt get it, she isnt the kinda person that just gives up. she will keep @ it until u force her to back down. she is always asking for things, and she doesnt do n e thing to earn them.... me on the other hand... i do things for my family all of the time... including my sister. i do the things that every one hates doing. or @least i will come along with who ever needs to do it... cuz no matter how bad things are, as long as u are with some one else, it should be a better experience. when she doesnt get her way... and she throws those fits, my rents get all annoyed... and they say things about her behind her back. and she does the same about them. but they never stop doing things for her. they offer to take her places, and they take her out to dinner. i was @ comic-con... cuz we got 4 day passes. and she decided that she didnt want to be @ con n e more. and she called for my dad to pick her up. she spent a lot of time in her room [[she does that so she can talk to her way older boyfriend that she isnt supposed to have]] and then she demanded that they take her out to dinner. and well, they went to out back steak house... oh, did i mention that she is the only one in our family that is a vegitarian. she has her own meals... but she doesnt cook them. other people do. I AM SO SICK OF MY SISTER!!! SHE GETS EVERYTHING SHE WANTS!!! AND I GET NOTHING!!!! all of the things i need, like love, and s**t, i get from my boyfriend. i have been lucky, and i have gotten to spend a lot of time with him this summer. that is one thing that rachel doesnt have. since her boyfriend is 21 and she is only 14 they cant see each other. though, they do get to talk on the phone over text.... OOOOH! THATS ANOTHER THING!!!! a few years ago, my sister lost her phone on the bus... with in 2 days she got a new phone. my phone was stolen @ comic-con... and it has been over a week. i will have to w8 2 weeks from now to get a phone. I WANT TO BE LOVED LIKE MY PERFECT SISTER! I WANT MY PARENTS TO SEE THAT I NEED LOVE TOO!!!!! I WANT MY PARENTS TO TREAT ME AS WELL AS THEY TREAT HER. really.... its not fair @ all. this little brat gets everything... dance lessons. never being grounded... she gets to be with her friends. she gets to act like a jerk.... and i get nothing. i do martial arts... but i cant take lessons. i cant do n e thing! im 16 and its as if im 9 and shes the one that is 16. i feel unloved.
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