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think of all the things i do for you. if u went a week with out me, u wouldnt know what to do. neither would my family. i do so much for all of you... and really, all i get back is love. im greatful for the love, but love wont buy things, and u need to buy to live. i have been taken for granted. i dont know what u all want from me. u all say that im selfish while im the one that is doing all of ur dirty work. cleaning for paul all the time. making food for my sister. being with people that no one likes. taking ALL OF UR s**t!!!! ALL OF YOU! CALLING ME OUT! TALKING s**t ABOUT ME TO MY FACE! AND TRASHING ON ME ABOUT VIDEO GAMES!!!! IM NOT PERFECT! BUT I KNOW IM BETTER THAN U. i know it. i know i think about all of you. and it may not seem like it. but i do. i w8 for all of you... i stay up l8 to tell you good night. its all the little things i do for all of u that breaks me. cuz there are so many little things. i have found out through loosing my phone that i dont care about items... all i want is love. and i know i cant find it here.