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Have you thought about an ex today?
Yes, like most days. One in particular still hurts.


Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
I haven't glanced at the chain of information yet, and I really don't care to. I just care that she's eating well.


Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
One of my jobs was to hurt people, so I'm betting on it..


Are you waiting for something?
Job calls. =_=


If you are then what are you waiting for?
I'm pretty sure I noted that above... crying


Have you ever been awake for more then 2 nights straight?
My last relationship was pretty needy, so she had to speak to me constantly sometimes... Hallucination does occur after the third day. >.<;


Did you hate the last person you kissed?
I don't hate the person I wanted to kiss, if that counts.


Would you date someone who lived in another state?
I've only dated people in states I've previously been stationed. That way, I could always have plans on moving back and re-acquainting myself with friends in case I relocated for nothing (it's happened before).


When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
I'm more honest than that until I'm on the clock.

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Uh, yeah they seem to go real well up until I buy the ******** train tickets... >.<"


Have you ever been called heartless?
I have.

What's your relationship status?
I'm very hung up on someone I really shouldn't be.

Are you happy with that?
I would like to not be hung up on that person.


Are you ready to get into a serious relationship right now?
Every relationship is as serious as life and death for me, so I avoid them because others don't carry the same point of view.

Is there something special you want for Christmas?
I haven't the money to get myself anything. ^^;


Do you hold grudges?
Grudges solve nothing.


Have you ever loved someone who didn't love you back?
Apparently... T.T

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Uh, I'm a martial artist. It's kinda what I do.


When was the last time you cried?
I had an episode two days ago, and I wasn't home upstairs... >.<

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
Only two now, but that's more than one, so I'm happy.

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
A slut, a pitier, and a compulsive liar... >.< But those were three different people... <.< But they all probably lied about it too.

When was the last time you were disappointed?
I take small optimistic leaps, so I try not to let myself be disappointed.


Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
JayCelyn pretty much hates me now. Yep.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Uh, no. I'd say I was losing the battle with an illness last year, and also very much in love. I'm hoping the tables have turned for both at the same time! razz


What happened at 9:00 am today?
Horrible dreams.

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
Nope, the only thing borrowed is the pants that my brother loaned me money for to buy. I'm slowly paying him back by not quitting.

Name something that made you frown today?
My brother jokes about things that are way too traumatic for me to even think about, so I kinda frown and ask him to quit. He doesn't get the hint though.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
Tumbling on the floor.

What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Eating and watching The Unit, pointing out all the inaccuracies.

What was the last thing you said aloud?
I have weird spasms where I say random things. It was either "a**s party!" or "sausage!"

How many different things did you drink today?
Tea, V8, and a soda.

What was the last thing you bought?
Art supplies.

Do you laugh a lot?
I'm a very positive person around people.


Do you have plans tomorrow?
Hard practice and then possibly more Ranma with my mother and brother.. biggrin

Are you ticklish?
Verily.


Who's the last person to call you?
I'm not at liberty to say.

Do you chew on straws?
No, that's horrible. O.o

What is the next concert you're going to?
This all depends whether I get a security job or not. razz

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Planning projects with my mother.

Are you a heavy sleeper?
I'm up and ready the instant a cricket farts... It's annoying. =_=

When was the last time you said "I love you" to a parent?
I say it to my mother a lot more now... >.<

Was today a good day?
My brother and I watched Ranma, and I like that show.


What are you listening to?
Chatter across the land.

Are you upset about life right now?
I'm pretty down right now, but I'm not upset about things. I've earned what I've got.

Who was the last person you hugged?
I don't recall, I'm a huggy person... <.<

Do you currently have feelings for someone?
Three people. =_=

How is your hair?
My hair is a bit achy, but it also likes how it looks. I think my hair wants another conditioning treatment though, but I told it that it will simply have to wait until I've got a good financial standing. My hair didn't much care for that answer, so it just trotted off to the corner to sulk.


Would you make out with anyone on your top 8?
No... That's disgusting.


What instant messaging system do you use?
I use everything. It's easier to monitor the internet that way.

Ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and didn't mean it?
Lets see. I didn't tell the first two girlfriend that because I hadn't meant it, which made me feel guilty about the third, so I did sorta cave in on that. Though, in all respects she was very kind and sweet, so I guess I did mean it right up until she cheated on me. Then there's the last one, for which I still mean those words to, but I'm just in a state of hurt to say it again (plus she hates me and wants to erase me from her life). And then there's one of my best friends that I sorta came onto when I was really depressed about my last girlfriend leaving me. >.< I did mean it, because I've always had those feelings for her (so much so, that I refused to date her for her own good). So, that's all of that. So no, I think I meant it each time.


Is there anyone that doesn't like you cause of something you didn't even do?
Yes. Hopefully she sobers the ******** up about it though..


Do you miss someone?
I miss my ex a lot--I'll never lie about that. I also miss my best friend, because she stopped existing right when I needed a pal to hang out with. Grr, let the squirrels be and call me back why don't ya?! >.<"

When is the last time you laughed?
Kung Fu Panda last night. ^.^

How are you feeling?
Achy from the cold, and a bit lonely