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Entry Ninety-Five--The decision edition? |
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I've decided that whenever I get to 100, I think I'll pat myself on the back. Or tell myself that I'm awesome. Although I've said many times that I'd like to make entries more often, it's pretty obvious that they'll just happen on their own. End decision/announcement.
I also decided to look through my previous journal entries to see what I wrote those times. There's a lot of discussion about emotions and relationships with people, and a lot more dodging around an issue (i.e. avoiding names or specific instances) while still trying to provide information on it/them. There's a lot of strong opinions, perhaps too strong to me now as I look back at the entries. Still some bafflement as to who's reading these and making the view counter go up.
There were no entries at all during 2013. I think it was a good year, but the lack of entries is purely my own laziness. I'm also wondering whether it was a wise decision to delete the earlier half of the journal archives as I went. In one way, I want to go through them. And in another way, I'd wince at them, most likely. XD
A few things to catch up with from over the course of my non-entry making days. I'm been in college for a while now, just coming up on 2 years. I actually enjoy going to class, however, I wish I could get out of the essays, tests, and projects that they come with. I acquired a cat last summer, thanks to Deathflag wanting to order pizza and the smell drawing the poor starving kitty out. D= Then Korra (the cat) got out this last spring and had 7 kittens,one of which sadly was stillborn ((not quite matured enough, by the looks of it )= )). We found a home for 1, and now have 5 kittens-turning cats and their mother. Their mother had about half her jaw shattered over the summer and last September I was able to take her for x-rays/surgery and spaying at last. I'm excited for something called NaNoWriMo, which I've struggled with the past few years I've done it, and I'm extremely excited for Warlords of Draenor launching soon. =D
And finally, the true reason I wanted to make a journal entry, which may lead to other off-and-on entries about something based about it. Entry Ninety-One was...pretty emotional, I suppose. Compared to the other entries. This one and Entry Ninety-Four are indeed related to each other, and both lead to a decision that I made a month or so ago. I told a friend in particular about my neat mind-door and found myself faced with an apparent stupidity on my part in the past. But! No more emotional fun this time, I've pushed past that. I realized that...I'm just glad to have been involved, in this thing that I like to call the Dream-Wyrd ((Wyrd is Fate, translated from a language that I've forgotten right now)). I'd always, up until a few years ago, lamented th fact that life was filled with...non-magical events and realities. My friend did change that when he spoke to me of the Dream-Wyrd and my possible involvement.
I'm truly lad that I'm privy to knowledge of it. ^^
--Ty, the creator-god
 Ty Gwynnia · Sat Oct 18, 2014 @ 03:59am · 0 Comments |
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