The previous summers before this year have always been fun, relaxing, and relatively awesome. They held a nice charm to them that seemed to say, "Hey, you have school in around two months but for now you get to relax and take it easy. Good on you!" But now all I can't think of is that my summer has been largely uneventful save for a few major and stressful parts pf it, and I've accomplished little of what I set out to do from the beginning.
There have been movies, RP's, books, anime/manga, comics, college, friends, games, driving, and far more to the list of things I should have done/watched/read/typed/etc. this entire summer and yet it's the middle of July and I've barely done anything thanks to slacking. And while I've been procrastinating I've been bored of it all. There've been more than enough times to get up off of my butt and do things but I haven't taken them.
I like and hate this laziness. It's a nice change of pace. That's the main reason I haven't been up and about. But I feel like if it stays like this for much longer, to the month of August, then I'll get used to it. Most of my closer friends kept their motivation and staved off the brunt of their laziness during the school year to apply to college and now they'll be going off. They've also largely taken care of expenses, transportation, and other such things. I've had my permit for a few weeks and should have out more initiative into wanting to drive, but not as much as my friends.
--Ty
 Ty Gwynnia · Sun Jul 15, 2012 @ 07:27am · 0 Comments |
