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My significant other and I haven't been talking at all, no texts, no e-mails, no phone calls, nothing ... It's painful because this has never happened before and there is no legitimate reason for it. I am confused and scared and lonely. It just feels so awful knowing my other can survive without my touch or voice for I am dying without it. I've always been the more romantic and lovey one, but this whole thing is a new experience and I don't understand it. I just want the truth so I'll know whether to move on or not and so I can brace myself for the pain. I had been feeling recently that all our plans, mostly mine plans and visions I had for us were going to fall apart. I am truly hoping it is me just over acting .. But deep down inside it tells me that I am not, that something is truly wrong and disturbed. I just don't know, so conflicted.