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I've been falling apart slowly, it's a rough journey and I'm tired of waiting & being tied. I have made so much effort, various types of efforts and yet my Love doesn't respond fully & only give half responses & excuses that I've always been satisfied with, but no longer. I want the end of this relationship, I shouldn't let it or an individual have such power over me. I am so stupid because I knew from the very beginning and I'm stupid for letting it go on for so long knowing and I am just generally very, very stupid. "But you only love in Red"