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Dont you hate those days when everything goes the exact opposite way?
When you think you know what'll happen next
But it doesnt happen
And then you get fncked.
And it tears open your insides so you wont forget it for a week or two.
And then you cant keep up a conversation because you dont know what to say
And you want to do exactly what they've done to you
And you want to yell but that's just not what lovers do.
But youre jealous,
And then you finally get what you want
But then in the end its all ruined
And things run through your mind
And youre speechless.

And after all that you still worry,
And worry
And worry.
And you get pissed off.
But your throat starts choking you
And a tear slides down your cheek.
And your insides are still bleeding.
But youre pissed.
Because everything went the wrong way,
And you already miss them and you think you'll never forgive
But you always do.
Dont you hate that?

And then when you get that message,
All those, "i should've"'s or "this could've"'s
Go away
And all you can do is blush at your own stupidity and embarrassment.


Or maybe, it's just me that experiences this kind of stuff.
Cause i get that a lot.