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I had a dream you cheated on me
For years and years right under my nose
And I had finally found out
I said something like “Obviously tou don’t love me because I didn’t go on that trip with you
And you looked at me and said “No, I didn’t pick you.”
And I realized it’s because you picked Erin over me and you didn’t love me.
Erin Cannon the whitest girl ever ahahaha how could that ever happen
It’s my worst fear and something I’d never get over.
I remembered watching A Million Little Things with you.
And how the guy that killed himself (maybe) found out that his wife was cheating on him with one of his best friends.
Only for an instant did I understand why he would kill himself over that. How much time did he feel was thrown out the window? They had kids and a huge house before him and his friend ever even met. And he still said “I believe everything happens for a reason.”
Riley if you ever cheated on me (and I know it would never happen, but somewhere in my heart there is a tiny shred of doubt)
I think I might end up doing the same.
You are my everything.