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So my rants...
I updated my messenger app so it has this cool function and tells you if the opposite person you sent the message to read your message and when. And it said you saw my message but you never replied back.. I guess cause you've been out partying so much, you must be dead tired. I worry, you party a lot. Or maybe, only i think that.
Whatever, you're busy; i overthink things, im sorry.
But, its like, i can never stay mad at you. Ican never do that- its like impossible for me. I dunno why. Because i love you? Or is that too simple of an answer.
Me and cj were watching clannad and she paused it right after tomoya had finally asked akio for nagisa's hand in marriage, and sanae had told tomoya thank you, or something along those lines. Cj was about to cry from cuteness overload, and i was about to cry from trying to explain something like that happeneing between me and you.
When my mom dropped me off that day you were leaving, she hugged you and told you thank you. And i started crying. Jeezus. I couldnt even explain that to you. And then i watched the rest of that episode after she left and i cried my eyes out. I miss you so much. Ive been trying not to cry until the day you come back, but its hard. Yknow? Everyone's floating away from me; its kinda scary. I hate thatthis is so emo and such, but- agh.
Im scared of losing you
And
I want you to be by my side
Because i promise i'll be by your side, forever,
Like i had promised before.