The feeling's weren't there anymore. And I'm glad you don't feel the same anymore either. Now I can move on. That was one of the most awkward chats we ever had and I know that you felt the weirdness too. Now I can stop waiting for you to get on so I can talk to you, I can let go now, it makes me sad...But I'll cherish those memories. I won't ever forget you..Mmkayz? And I hope you'll do the same..
Back to being lonely again. By myself. Oh well.....That person will come along someday. Whoever it is. And I won't let her slip by. I'm a go-getter..
I miss the old times....I know it's been awhile since I wrote a journal entry. So let me summarize what I pretty much did. I wake up at around 6:00 to 7:00 am-ish and I take a shower until like 7:15 am. I get on the computer and listen to music for 15 mins. I leave the house to go to work at 7:30 am. Get to school at about 8 am.
Leave school at 11:35 am. Get back home at around 12:00 pm. Get undressed and eat at around 12:15 to 12:40 pm. Iron my work clothes from 12:40 pm to 12:55 pm. Leave the house for work at 1:00 pm. Arrives at work around 1:07-1:15 pm at the latest. Work and close until 6:00 pm (On Friday's it's 7:00 pm). Rinse and repeat the process. And I work on saturday's as well...Until 1 pm at least. And on my free day, Sunday, I sleep in and don't want to do anything, and the next day is monday so I go to work again.
Everyday is a regular day for me. *Sighs* But I guess I get paid this Thursday so I should be happy about that...We're all lonely at heart......My days are the same throughout the week. I either made the biggest mistake of my life, or the greatest choice that was presented to me..I hope I chosed the right one.
I get to stay up tonight and sleep in a bit tomorrow, let's see what Life can hurl at me.
Thanks for reading..I didn't really want to get detailed. I promise next time I will...Like how I did on my other journal's.
~Za
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