If love comes your way
don't be afraid
Unlock the box you heart's encased
Hope it wont change
and beware of the games
that she'll want to start playing
Oh, lately babe
I stay awake thinking this life gets lonely
Well maybe I'm just scared
scared to let you go
I want you to know
right from hello
your love just keept me wondering
Well maybe I'm just tired
tired of never knowing
I know I'm not good enough for you
If I can be saved
show me the way
Help me help myself, baby
Don't be confused
our love is true
Just tell by the way I'm looking at you
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i told him i scampered off to find some food. hrm. that was a lie. i already know that there's zero food in my house. ah well. doesn't matter~ i don't feel so- lookat my eyes they're all tearing up. song change... better (: i'm such a terrible person~ such a b***h. such a b i t ch. oh sadface. i guess i have to wait till saturday. like i have to wait till the day he leaves. or the day he comes back. that's all a girl can do, hm? eh i guess guys have a good reason to be sexist. AHHH that's why i got all tomboyish. but then i ended up looking like a guy. poo. ugh songchange. pahahaha! this song always makes me laugh XD just like macy (: ah i love that little girl so much. song change. hm every teardrop is a waterfall (: love this song too~ just like listening to the music. not the words. well, sometimes the words. but if it was just instrumental~ that'd be nice too. smashed a pillow on my bed 'few moments ago. i hate being in the house. all i can do is... well, this, and shoot kids. no one wants to watch a movie with me and theres NOTHING TO EAAAATTTT. ughhh. i wish i had money ;^; and i wish he could stay. and i wish she wasn't a bum. i wish i wasn't such a bum. i wish my throat would stop clogging up. one time! i wished i was dead 3nodding 'cept that didn't happen stare thank god. but maybe i'm wishing for that again... maybe i'm not. i wish i could live forever.
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Nyahhh but my life is a bit too boringggg.
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