.... I hope you all know by now... how much I dislike people. Don't take this to offense, it doesn't mean I hate you. There are so many people I love... it's just people in general, their behavior patterns, and the way they act.. basically, irrational people. I know a lot of those, too.... some of them people I don't want to let go of, or notify of their irrational nature and unwillingness to talk anything out. We can't sit down, (or stand) and have a f***ing civilized conversation about what is going on. No, they want to force me to start taking sides.
Since when did I start taking sides?
I honestly don't understand what goes through people's heads. Do they even have a brain capable of understanding the concept of.... oh no, maybe? COMMON SENSE.
Nooo. I never would've thought.
Why can't everyone just get along? It's called "being flexible". Being able to work with people you, at first, never would've thought you would've been able to work with. I can do this. And if slow, stubborn, insane little me can do this, why can't normal people wrap their thick little skulls around the concept? I mean, really. I apologize if I seem harsh at the moment, but I've been putting up with this far too long now. I'm done with it. I've always been in the middle, willing--more than anything--to deal with other people's s**t. Why, then, is it so difficult for them to deal with it themselves? Seriously. It's not rocket science, people. Just talk with a person, or come to me and we'll talk. I don't take sides, I don't sit back and talk trash. I want to untie the enormous knot you've created in the rope of your life, if it's necessary, or if you're willing, and for God's sakes, I really hope you are. Who wouldn't be willing to fix their problems? I don't know about you, but I don't necessarily enjoy sitting back and watching my issues sit and grow and mutate into some huge, depression-inducing pile of crap. I mean, REALLY.
*sigh*
Should I just give up? I really don't know. I do know, that I don't want to.
However, I also feel as if others are giving the message to.
I do realize that my issues are mere insects compared to the giants of problems and hardships others have faced. However, I just need to vent. So I apologize if I seem to be complaining. I know my issues are.... pretty much unimportant in comparison. I do feel this way.... but... just venting. That's all.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HH7WXlf9WLk
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