Saying goodbye is a feeling all too familiar with me.
People come.
People go.
But when they do they leave a mark.
An unmistakable impression upon this weather beaten heart
A memory may be lost but the pain is all I need in order to remember that they once where here
That they once cared enough to make memories with me
That they once loved me…
Love
What a silly word to use
It is often tossed about
Used to describe a lustful feeling that they feel for another
But not I
No
Not me
I know what Love is
I know how it really feels
How it makes you act
It makes you sick
It makes you worry
It evokes feelings of mad jealousy
But it makes you happy
Beam bright with light
It makes you feel hot passion when your Love is on fire
The vision of them is all that you see
The only one you see
Yes Love makes you act strangely and blush porously at the mentioning of their name
Their voice a soft haven that you wish to be engulfed in
Their presence makes you feel safe as your heart flutters in such close proximity
Undying love
It never goes away
You will Always have a soft spot for them no matter how many years go by
It makes you impatient to see them
To be near them
To see them
To hear them
But when you are face to face with them all your worries
All your fears
All your anxieties
They all disappear
And it is just the two of you
Nobody else
Nothing in the world could make you feel such bliss when you with them
Wishing it would never end
Wishing you could be with them forever
Their smile makes you smile
Their laugh makes you laugh
When you are down they are down
When you get mad they find ways to cheer you up
And in their eyes you can tell
They love you…
Yes, love is a strange and complicated little thing
But no matter how brief that feeling stays with you till the end of your days
And the memories no matter how short Always seem to melt and touch your heart…
Yes…
I’ve been in Love before…
Total love…
I’m just glad that I was able to experience the true value of love
Not lust that it is often mistake for…desire…obsession…no Nothing like that…
Just love…
And although he is gone now I know I can continue to smile because I have felt love before and know the blissful feeling from it…
His love
My love
Will live on forever in My Memory, just for me
Yes, I loved him and in return I was loved…
And although you are gone I am proud to say that I loved you completely…
-Andi
Andi_lover Community Member 
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