Dear Journal,
Normally no day in my life nowadays would ever be concidered the worst in my
opinion -life seems to be going smoothly for me at this time. But this week is no
exception. Last tuesday my schedule at school was changed and I had hoped for
Andrew to be in at least one class with me besides homeroom, but just as I had
dreaded he was nowhere to be found after homeroom. I had also hoped the same
for Joshua, but he too wasn't in a class with me besides elective one. Now it
seems like my life has gone from wonderful to dull. Sigh.
With Andrew and Joshua seeming to disappear from my life gradually and being
put in classes with much quieter students I was able to focus better in class.
Without the chaos I had found it much easier to tolerate sitting in one class for 40+
minutes and actually listen to what the teacher is saying so that I get the gist of
what we're doing.
I was a little disappointed but mostly excited when I heard that Lionel Richie and Quincy
Jones are attempting a New Generation We Are The World recording. Just like 25
years ago, they were doing this to raise money for Haiti just like they did this to
raise money for the Africa famine back in 1985. Only now it probably feels odd for
Lionel, Quincy, and the others to be attempting to re-record this song without the
aid of late Singer/Songwriter, Michael Jackson. If he was here, the song would
probably be much more of a success than it would ever be when the song gets
released during the Winter Olympics. And Justin Bieber would never have a part in
the recording of this song.
Yesterday I felt happy, yet bad for becoming the new threadboss of the AM series,
but I felt bad for making Lily see it my way by lashing out at her and telling
her to listen to what I have to say. She seriously needed a break seeing as how
she was exhausted from maintaining the thread for a year and one month. I felt
like I was forcing her to pass on the torch, forcing her to let me be the new
threadboss and it didn't feel right because she still had that desire to be the
threadboss. It calmed me down some when she admitted that she wanted a break.
 xSILENT - - s e r a p h · Sun Feb 07, 2010 @ 04:18am · 0 Comments |
