Today is overwhelming...
Today I have to go see those assholes that tried to kill me.Can't they just stay out of my life.I was a lot happier without them trying to see me.Although they have pictures of my dead father to give me, I'm not going to let them forget what they caused me.Emotional, mental, and physical health.I fear this will continue if I do see them.My reunification lady person knows partly that me and my brothers hope they die.You see I live with my mother, and my stepdad left us with nothing.I was angered at him for doing that.Dies he know what he caused us, we almost had to starve.We had no money for 2 whole months.Yes, I know it is sad to know this, but try having to deal with it.You can't, I had to deal with abuse for like what, all my life.Yep, my life isn't nice and sweet like most people expect.I've been an outcast all my life.My father took away most of my childhood when he abused me.I was hurt more than my brothers, and now my older brother is hurting me.What does my mom do, nothing.I learned once how to deal with the pain, I can re-learn it.
|