|
Life in period
Does life have to be like this.It seems as though I am hated by many people.I know I am probaly "emo", but I'm still a person.Just like any other disturbed soul on this planet.I still think noone can really understand my problems to help me.I'm stuck alone here.All I ask is for, God knows how long.Yet I wish I was here and wasn't.You see I am in much pain, but I can't go to the other side of my family.They tried to kill me!!!!!Why would this happen to me.They didn't have mme in their lives for, what three years.And all of a sudden they want me and my brothers back.Tell you what, those assholes can die.I hope they do.Yes, I know it's wrong to say that.But does it look like I give a damn!!!I hope you people reading this can understand this.I want nothing to do with them.I don't care if they dropped on the floor and started choking, I would probaly be the only person pointing an laughing.I hope they die slow and painful deaths by drowning.It is one of the worst ways to die.Trust me, I almost died several times like that.My dad saved me from that.Then a guy I didn't even know.Lastly Marie, may she rest in peace.Me and her were as close as close can get.I know people think they are the closet, but Marie was the only person who knew what I was thinking.Sadly she died in an acciedent.I was with her.I just wish it was me instead of her.I have my anger-issues worsening.Yes, I do attack when it gets high.Only Marie and my father could calm me in these.Well, who is gonna stop me now.-sigh and wipes tears-No person on Earth can understand me.Only Marie. cry
|
