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I cant choose.I want to live for my friends.But, I want to die to see my many deceased friends and family.I admit, love is shown here for me.It is not as strong as it was before.Marie, please if you are near me or reading this.Visit me to give me the answer.I know I can be idiotic, but I need you back here to stop me from being the idiot me.Just please, save me frome myself or the wrong decision.I miss you dearly Marie.