Continues....
It still has been continuing.I told some most trusted people about some other things.*sigh*They say I need to tell the teacher, but I'm not going to.I dealt with this before. sweatdrop Hehe.Yeah, it was my dad.Don't get me wrong.I do love him.But, he caused me mental issues.I believe noone would eve listen if I told what he did.But the cops did nothing when that had happened.I guess I will have to continue with this until he stops.*sigh*But who knows, he may not stop.I will learn to deal with this pain again, as I did before.It gets less noticeable after awhile.Well I guess you could wish me luck or something.But as always I cry myself to sleep.Noone seems to hear me when I beg.I just wish God could hear my prayers and take me out my misery.I now do idiotic things to not pay attention to the marks he leaves.But so far today I have no marks.So I ask you all to not have to deal with this.Or loosing someone real close.Like Marie and I were.I always pray for death, sweet peaceful death.*sigh*Until next time.Good-bye.
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