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so yeah, it's been awhile since my last entry, because it's been awhile since the last time i was on here at all.

lately i've been really busy with school and work, and when i do finally get some down time, i don't usually think to get online these days.

just as a quick update here (because i really otta do some math hw or else go to bed), i've been feeling my depression a little more lately. i've been on meds the last 2 years about, and haven't really felt any significant symptoms since, but this past week has been a rough one. i don't even know what set me off, but apparently something did, because i've been really feeling it, especially the last couple nights. so yeah, that's sucked.

otherwise though i guess i'm doing pretty okay. i need to get back on track again with my math, since i've been kinda lagging behind lately, and i've got a few loose ends to tie up with financial aid and all that, but otherwise things have been pretty much smooth.

my relationship is really f_ed up these days, but things are slowly progressing, and i'm hopeful that if we're going to end it will be on a positive/constructive note so that we'll be able to remain friends. we'll see how that goes, and i'll keep you posted. for now things are just starting to move forward finally. as in, we're both starting to realize that things are changing, and probably ending, and that this is something we're going to have to come to terms with. we're not openly discussing it at this point, but i have a feeling i won't be able to avoid this conversation for too awfully much longer.

and now i really better go do something constructive with my life i guess -_-