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OK SO ME AND PAUL KINDA HAD SOME UNPROTECTED FUN RECENTLY... AND IW AS REALLY SCARED THAT I WAS PREGNANT..... REALLY REALLY SCARED. AND I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO MAKE SURE THAT I DONT HAVE A BABY. I HAD MY SISTERS BF GET ME THE "PLAN B PILL"... THAT IS A REALLY EXPENSIVE PILL. ANYWAY.... AND I READ ABOUT THINGS THAT I COULD DO TO PREVENT IT. AND I DID HONESTLY EVERYTHING. BEING PREGNANT @ 15 WASNT REALLY IN THE PLAN OF MY LIFE. AND I KNOW IT WAS STUPID TO DO IT IN THE 1ST PLACE. WE SHOULD HOLD OFF UNTIL WE HAVE OUR OWN PLACE. AND CAN TAKE CARE OF A BABY INCASE ONE COME ON ACCADENT... IM SO HAPPY THIS PLAN B WILL WORKED. I CANT LIVE WITH A BABY. NEITHER OF US CAN. I COULDNT HAVE A BABY, AND HE COULDNT EITHER. I LOVE HIM AND EVERYTHING..... BUT THAT IS NOT IN OUR FUTURE RIGHT NOW.... AND I WANT A BABY FROM ADOPTION... I DONT WANT A BABY FROM ME. FOR MANY REASONS. BUT THATS ANOTHER STORY.... HAHA. I LOVE YOU BABE. IM GLAD WE ARENT PREGNANT