Hey guys. It's me again. I just needed to write. So that led me to an update on whats happening with me. Don't read if you don't like me lol.
Well lets see. I recently just broke up with someone whom I had been dating for a year and a half. And for highschool thats a long time I guess. People tend to freak when they find out how long. He didn't go bad, wasn't mean, didn't abuse me (lol though I loved to bug him about it), and he didn't cheat on me. I just seemed to notice he didn't seem happy. He never seemed to want to go and do things. I didn't really know his family after that whole time. It seemed like we skipped that whole happy lovey part of dating and went for the feel of "yeah they are pretty cool" not "I love them so much". I must admit I feel kinda. . .lost? Not the right word but bare with me here. I had all that time with him and now he just gone. I really did love being with him. He was one of the funniest people I had ever met. He had pretty good taste in music. He was one bada** cook. He was my best friend. And I hope he still is. We agreed to continue to be friends but he made a comment a while back that scares me. He spoke of my twin and her ex being friends and he said that it was wrong. Ex's should not like eachother. I sure hope he doesn't hate me now but as I said, he doesn't like to go out. I don't see him. He is amazing. He is very smart. He is very kind. He has grown up to be even better than that guy I met in Spanish over a year ago. Still love you Teddy.
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