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Have you ever relized that feeling you get from a boyfriend/girlfriend? It seems like, to me, that people try to find love that they are missing in different people. It is like we attach ourselfs to something just to suck the life out of it. In my case I like this guy. But, I think I like him too much. I dont get many people who let me just talk to them. I am the friend who talks to the friends about their problems. But I am not used to all the attention on me. Now that it is I dont know what to do. I am used to be the one who helps people not get help, and he does. I love it but it makes me feel bad that I am not even as close to his kindness. He is so sweet. I feel myself wanting to cry when he is not with me. I cant wait to see him every day. I like to see him laugh out loud. And the embaressing thing is he might acctually read this. I want to know every thing he does in his day. I find myself wondering 'How in the world can he like me?' It does not make sense to me. I would not want to be with me. I love to listen to his stories, even though he does not like to say much. I find myself running to a class I might have with him. I love , well... him. stare Now I really hope he wont read this. I cant wait to be able to go out with him alone or even with friends. I will wait as long as it takes. I hope I can be still in my teens. Did you here that TB? I will wait. wink
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