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I'm having another emotional breakdown, much like previous episodes. Except, this breakdown does not include suicidal thoughts, utter rambling of how no one cares - no, this one is just a constant flow of tears and asking the question, "When will this be over?"

There's always the typical "homework and schoolwork" pressure. Of course, I have a pile of math homework to do and a Japanese course project yadda-yadda. However, at this stage of my life, and with the brains that I have, I have more than just homework to worry about. Next month is my set goal for getting my permit; May is the AP Language and Composition exam; June is the final SATs test I can sign for; July is marching band rehearsals; And from then on, I have to worry for college and scholarships.

I'm still pushing to change my senior schedule, but counselors always tell me the network is down. The last date to change senior schedule is this Wednesday. What kind of bullshit is this? This is a major setback and only puts more pressure on me.

Ugh... I'm done ranting. Once this is over, I'll be happy and home-free again.