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Well, I guess it hasn't been to bad of a week here. I asked this guy I like to a dance this weekend (not the same guy as in the dream I previously wrote about). He said yes, and that he could definitly go. For that, I am so happy! I was worried and expecting him to say no. I'm quite excited! Lets hope everything goes well. But does he really like me as more than a friend? This is something I have contemplated often. I don't know if there is a sure sign to tell me what I want to know. If I were to find out he didn't, another little part of me might die inside. But I guess it wouldn't surprise me. I keep telling myself he doesn't, that way I am not in denial and I will not be as hurt or shocked if I do find out the truth. I will write how it goes at the dance. Can the passion and attention I so long for and have been starved of happen to someone as unextrodinary as me? I guess time will tell. But for now, I am doubting it...
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