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Last Thursday night ended up being a pretty crazy night. I have so freaking much to say, I don’t even know where to begin. So I went to a movie with that guy I mentioned in my previous post who I wasn’t sure if he liked me or if he was just really friendly (his name is Aaron). Yeah, so I think it’s pretty safe to say he likes me. The movie we watched was The Human Centipede (I’m sure if anyone who reads this has seen it, they’re giggling right now). I had my arm on the arm rest of the chair, and maybe halfway through the movie, his finger touched my hand. My heart skipped a beat, because I wasn’t sure whether he did it on purpose or accident. A few minutes later though he grabbed my hand, so obviously it was on purpose. It started as “hands cupped,” but quickly went to “fingers laced.” I was a little uncomfortable, since I wasn’t (and still aren’t) sure if I even liked him as much as I originally thought I did, but I let it go since holding hands isn’t that big of a deal. Not too long later though he let go of my hand and put if arm around me, pulling me to him. I was actually really uncomfortable, but I didn’t want to pull away and reject him, especially since other people in the theater could see if I did that, which would be embarrassing for him. My hand was on my lap, and he took it in his again, but instead of just holding my hand he started kissing it, brining my index finger into his mouth and sucking on it. It actually got me pretty hot and bothered, but I’m sure it would have even more if we weren’t in a crowded theater and I was thinking “Omg, please don’t let anybody body else be seeing this.” Even though he was pretty good with his tongue (at least with a finger), that’s kind of weird because usually girls do the finger sucking because it’s supposed to be representative of something else. All I’m convinced of now is that he would be good at sucking d**k. Anyways, then he freaking turned his head to me and started making out with me, right in the ******** theater. I was internally freaking out because not only do I barely know that guy and it turned out to be our first date, but that’s way too PDA for me. His arm that was around me was rubbing my arm, but then it moved to my side, then kind of under my shirt, and then he had his fingers in between the top of my pants. He didn’t try to really stick his hand down my pants, thankfully, but that was more than enough. After the movie we went and got something to eat. We sat there and talked for an hour and a half. We made out a little bit more. I hope to God none of the waitresses seen us. I think it’s just the way he is, but he asked really personal questions. Like he asked if I was a virgin, which is just way to forward for a first date for me. But the night ended badly, because at 12:30 am my mom called and was super pissed. So I had to rush home, which was embarrassing. But before I got in my car, he full-on picked me up to the point where I had to wrap my legs around him and started making out with me again. It wasn’t any kind of gentle make out either; his whole ******** tongue was down my throat. It was just too much. Then, because his mouth is a lot bigger than mine of course, I just felt like he was eating my face. He needed to compensate for the size difference and not open his mouth so God damn much. I don’t know, I think it’s pretty ******** up that I guess we’re actually dating, not just hooking up, and the only kissing we’ve done involved heavy tongue. Anyways, I got my a** reamed out when I got home, but thankfully my mom is over it now. I guess we’ll see where this relationship goes.
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