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there's only one thought in my head right now, and i don't want it to go away, but i know that in time, it will anyway. i won't let go of this thought, no matter how hard it fights to get away from me.

I just want to feel a real sorrow
It's not bad a life in the muddy river
If life is once
Hopeless hope, and the chance with traps
What is right, or wrong
It's like a both side of a coin
How long I must live till I release?

this is all i can think of, and she is always on my mind. i won't release these two things, o matter what. simple fact. because this thought is my life, what i keep telling myself, and she is my real reason to continue living. i am trapped between the two things that mean most to me, and this is where i shall stay.