Day one of fighting the addiction:
No not drugs, not alcohol or cigaretts or anything... Addiction to friends.
Feeling: Crappy but hopeful.
Thoughts: I really wish I had something to look forward to, something that I want in the future.
Acitivities: Um, nothing but homework, guess I should have went outside and rollerbladed.
Other: I should never let anything slip out... they always ask questions and it always gets worse. And it's not like my bf ever asks how I'm feeling. He'll ask if I'm okay when I look pissed because he's prolly worried that I'm mad at him. My friends at school are also pissing me off.
Things to do: I'll go sit in the sun tomorrow at lunch... maybe read a book or something. We'll see how it goes.
Ending note: They say the first day is always the hardest eh? Well this wasn't so bad. Too bad I don't know how many more days there are or what my prize will be. :
 Silent Flame · Thu Feb 17, 2005 @ 06:56am · 1 Comments |
