This is how I feel:
I feel that I grew and walked down a different path. Just not that silly anymore... And I've let the pervert free. Never realized how hard it would be to talk to anyone once I did that. I'll let something slip and they'll kinda cough and ignore what I said and move on.
I feel that when I bring something up that I feel is important, aside from my nature, very bad enviroments seem to form. Someone may think "attention whore", or another "lazy", "unworthy". Ever think that perhaps it's done to encourage others to... see?
I told my story about my father and a few empathized, and it was great. A few completely passed over it as if it was nothing, it happens. I wasn't going to even tell it at first, because I honestly felt that I didn't trust this group alot to not make the wrong assumptions by my telling it. However, I did it to see, and I know my answer.
I feel that I'll never find that place in life where someone can see exactly what I'm trying to do and say "Yeah... I like that."
Confused? Then you are the perfect example of this.
To Tika: Yeah, all bad days end eventually. That one did and things just got better.
 Silent Flame · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 03:48am · 1 Comments |
