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Well I am back home now, just trying to straiten my life out a bit. crying It's so hard though, I feel like everything I do is wrong, and that I don't really matter to anyone anyway. I just wish I could get away from it all again. even though I wasn't really away from anything. Before I got on the plane to leave, I kind of got in a fight with my sister about something, and it made me think why would I try to escape he** if its coming with me on the plane. I can't wait till I finally get to live on my own, away from this pit of death and misery. Sorry If I complain to much, but I just can't stand it here. I just want to get away. Thanx to all the people in my life though, who help me through it inch by inch, pushing me to the top. Well I should go, I still need to find a quiet place, away from here where I can sit and think for a little while. Post if u want it might help a little, but u don't have to. Thanx.