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crying no one comments in my journal anymore, I feel so unloved. cry anyways I't been a while since I have talked or even seen a lot of my old friends, I miss them a lot. Have you ever wished things could go back to the way they use to be, well I do, I wish I had all of my old friends, good friends, really good friends, and even more than friends back. Like I always say you don't always get what you want, yet again sometimes you do. Things for me have been going good I guess, I just wish how everyone else was doing, if they're ok, and havin' fun just living life. Most of the time I think I am just wasting my life away on things that don't really matter and letting the things that do matter just slip away. I know, I know I am probably over reacting, but things just seem that way now days. And sometimes it feels like nothing I do is right, that every little thing I do is breaking the rules, or sometimes not even a good choice. You know what it's like, you do something that you know is wrong but it feels so right. Ok so you might not know, but still, sometimes you just got to get up, get out and live life to the fullest, cause you never know when you won't get to live (even to the fullest) so get out there and live cause life goes on. I don't really know why I am writting this, I don't think many people read this anyway, I just want everyone to know that I miss you all, sorry for not staying in touch more, but hey sometimes its for the best, huh y2kthingy. smile I'm just messin with ya. Well I guess I should go do something a little more productive, but the thing is I really don't know what. Pretty much every thing after this is going to be a bunch of nonsence cause I am just going to keep writing till I can't think of anything else or until my fingers fall off rofl . Oh at school today, I heard that this one kid died from our school, he was at a club and felt tired so he sat down and passed out, so the people there took him to a hospital and he died there. no one knows the reason why he died yet, but we will know soon enough. We are raising money for his family cause they don't have a lot of money, we did a car wash and everything too. I feel bad for him too, cause he was a senior in high school and he was going to graduate this year. Well I think I should talk about something a little less sad. Hm. My sister is going to prom this year, but it is so funny because of the person she is going with, cause he is pretty weired but he is a cool guy.
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