A thought I think of often is, 'should I really be on anti-depressants?' What has always kept me from them is how it affects people. I've had too many acquaintances that have been highly medicated on anti-depressants and they weren't themselves. I knew some of them before they started their meds, they just weren't the same. You can always tell when someone is on medication that affects their moods, they are either distant or lost, far, far away. I'm afraid what the medication might do to me and my personality, would I know or realize how much I had lost who I was in the haze of medication? It wouldn't be me any more, I would be lost and distant. Plus, I have this thing where I enjoy taking pills just for taking them, it's a minor compulsion. I think this will always be a debate in my mind; to medicate or not to medicate.
Wicked Alyce · Fri Mar 08, 2013 @ 06:50am · 0 Comments |