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The Worse Kind


Note to the 'X' No. 1 You know the way I can't and don't like to 'read between the lines', well, I think I caught one. You keep telling me to find other people to talk to, it feels like a polite way of you telling me to leave you alone. I know you wouldn't tell me directly to leave you alone because you are much to noble and loyal. I keep telling you I try very hard to stay away from you, it turns into an internal conflict and it is daily, hourly. Even talking to someone else wouldn't help, it wouldn't distract me from thinking of you. I wonder what you really think of me. I wonder if you think I'm a creepy x, or if you just feel bad for me, or if you feel obligated still; I really wish I knew. I think if I do stay away from you that maybe you'll miss me and want me back, but it's wishful thinking, isn't it? Me staying away from you will only result in you forgetting me, because I am extreme forgettable. I keep thinking of the way you looked for someone else to talk to and you found him, well, it doesn't work that way for me. You are irreplaceable, you are my world, you are my muse. Nonetheless, with every single fiber of my mind, body, and spirit I will fight to stay away. I think it's what you want, silly little girl. It hurts a lot, it drives me crazy, but for you, I'd do anything. Wicked Alyce · Thu Feb 28, 2013 @ 01:52am · 0 Comments


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