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Well. No real ball activities today.
I almost died. Like, almost almost died.
We were supposed to go to the Middle East, but Harper didn't show up in time, and I got hit with the consequences.
It was weird, like being smothered with something cool. At the same time, there was this warmth I was clinging onto.
Raz, Tsuki, Lena, Jinx, Rika, Aku, Rin...
I kept on trying to tell them not to worry about me, to not mourn too much...They were all crying.
I love my friends.
Then they sort of faded away, and I saw Ray at my bedside, too. He apparently grew up in death? I dunno. But he was all messy brown hair and green eyes, with the same half-sided grin.
He grabbed my hand, telling me that we could finally hang out together again.
I asked him to let go. It was probably one of the most painful thing I've ever done, asking Ray to let my hand go, to make him wait a little longer. He finally let go after awhile, grin slightly faded.
Then he disappeared, after a promise that he would always be waiting.
When I sort-of come back to earth, they're all still crying. I have this gaudy pendant on my neck (Eugh. I figured it was Rika's morningstar.) and it's glowing.
I tell them that I'm going to be okay for now, that I just need some sleep...
And there she is. This time, we're both in the field with white flowers. I tell her that she isn't a puppet without strings, and she screams at me, trying to push me through the ground. This time, it doesn't work.
'You aren't who you are.' I told her, and she falls to the ground, along with the small puppets that look like everyone else at GEIOW...
Then I wake up again. This time, it's only Rin and Rika there. I talk to them for a little, before falling asleep again. This time, it's nightmare-less.
When I wake up again, (Feeling a hell lot more elvish than I had for months, lemme tell you.) Rika is outside holding a cat, and Harper is staring at it.
I talk to it for a little bit, and apparently, London's ears are in Aku's pillows. She's a cute thing, and we call her Isis.
Some more people appear. Rin, Jinxy, Al, Gio. Harper got her face scratched. Twice, so she was wearing a bag on her head and yelling curses at Isis.
Isis kept asking me if she could kill the 'bad lady'. Pff, I think not.
Al pulled me away from the others for a little bit, and he mentioned how I looked even more malnourished than the cat.
Then he told me I was beautiful.
Awkward. I swear, my face went beet red. But guess what?
Al thought I was dieting, apparently. I think he thought I was anorexic... (Did I really look that bad? Gio kept on making comments about how I was a starving elf, and that I needed to eat. Douche.)
We cleared it up, and Raz poofed in too, hugging me. He was there during the whole '********' thing, apparently. We went back in, only to find Jinx raging on Gio.
I wasn't sure exactly what happened, but Jinx made a tree fall, and I ended up having a gash in my arm. Al offered me his jacket, the sweet boy.
(( Oh, and I have a feeling Rika assumed something weird. :U ))
Jinx sort of raged for a while, injuring Gio before running off. Harper and Rika chased after her, but I stayed to apologize to Gio about him almost dying again. He told me I was weird for apologizing to him, since I was the one with the gash in my arm.
Eh, what are you going to do.
Rika came back, saying that Jinx passed out. I followed after her, and she was there, with an injury to her head. I was arguing with her, and had grabbed her arm to stop her from going into the forest.
She punched me in the cheek (I got a bruise too, woo.) but I still managed to keep my grip on her. She went on saying how I was better than her or something, how nobody was there when she was upset.
I was trying to tell her different, but she ran away when Joe showed up. We tried running after her, but I stopped to talk to the others.
Apparently Gio told her she was a good for nothing. Idiot. I sort of raged for a little before running to the center to find Jinx.
She had passed out from blood loss. Joe rushed her to the nurse's office, and Bri gave blood.
Outside, Gio decided to poke at our scabs. He ranted about how she was making a big deal out of nothing, that my mom had died like a week ago yet I wasn't making a big deal about it...
I sort of burst into tears. I'm guessing no one had noticed, but I had been a total, utter mess during the first week. I didn't even come out of the dorms half of the time, and when I did, I wasn't around people.
Rika and I sort of had nightmare-memory moments. Then she ran off, to cough I think.
I snapped at Gio for a little, asking him that if he didn't want people to be depressed, then stop pushing their buttons and it would all be fine. He sort of grinned at me, refusing the deal, saying he liked poking at our wounds.
I grinned back, telling him they were more scabs than anything. Then ran off to find Rika. She was in a tree, coughing blood.
We talked for a little, and she was telling me about...(Just in case anyone finds this journal, not writing.) things. I was eager to hear the whole story, but she had a huge attack, and sprayed blood all over me.
(So, healing from deadly sickness, bruise on cheek, wound on arm, and blood all over me. Huh.)
I had to rush her to the nurse's, (God, curse still being a weakling) and Harper came in. Then a bunch of other people came in, and I wandered to go change. (And get out of there, I was so afraid.)
Found Gio outside on the doorstep, all beaten up. Had bandages all over him. Apparently got kicked by Bri, cause he insulted Joe. Idiot. Rin and I wished him, because I felt like being nice after that talk with Rika.
He commented that I needed to eat again. If I didn't know any better, I'd say he was worried.
Bri ran in, asking if anyone had Blood Type A.
I had to donate.
Navi explained everything to us, but I sort of fell asleep in the middle of it while Harper was taking my blood.
Now Rika is my blood-sister, I guess. Heh.
Here's to tomorrow, the last day of the ball....
 Siyaahi · Sun Dec 18, 2011 @ 03:48pm · 0 Comments |
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