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First day of Ball. Mixed feelings.
Talked to Dae. He agreed to let me into the restricted section, as long as he was there.
Raz force-fed me a potion that Cielle made for me. It tasted delicious. I felt better for most of the ball.
Played Truth or Dare with Rika, Tsuki, Rin, Bri, Harper, Ezra, and Raz. Got asked who of the girls I would date if I was a boy, or if they were. I decided with all of them, joking about being a pimp. Then Ezra made me spin around in circles singing 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars'.
Rika stole Gio's shirt, Heien kissed Rin, Rin stole Ezra's shirt, Harper licked Raz's boot, Tsuki kissed Raz...
What else?
BRI KISSED JOE!
MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!
Most adorable thing ever. I got tons of blackmail.
Then more people came, and I played on my harp for everybody as they danced. Rin singed along, and London played a little too.
Eve and Mira came, too. It was a great surprise. I tackle-glomped both, of course.
Tsuki had ended up crying though, and London looked lonely. Gio danced with Tsuki to cheer her up, and Lukas danced with London.
I danced a little with Eve, against Gio and Tsuki. Hah, we totally owned them. Eve is the best dance partner ever.
Some random girl showed up, tackling Gio. When he ran away, the girl began to cry blood...it was freaky as hell. Then she poofed.
Eventually, the potion ended. I coughed up blood again, and I swear, I was about to fall then and there. I was so scared.
Then Eve did some weird magic and touched my shoulders. This amazing warmth came through me, and I felt better again.
Bri dragged me off to talk with me. I told her about Mom, how she had hid her sickness with the pendant, how she had suddenly dropped one day and never gotten up.
More emotional things. Mira popped in, interrupting in. We talked for a bit, too.
Then we all dispersed.
...I feel a bit lonely. I pretty much got myself all dressed up for no one, and practiced waltzing on the ice for nothing. Why? Eh, the compliments were great. Yet I was hoping...
...What was I hoping for?
So many couples around me.
I barely danced. My excuse was my instrument.
I'll just dance when no one is looking! It's not like I'm going to be there, tomorrow...
I either succeed, or I die.
But I'm not afraid of death anymore.
No matter what anyone says, I'll be like a precious item that got lost. They'll mourn, but eventually the memory will fade away...Whenever they remember, sure they might feel a pang. But it'll numb over.
...At least I have people waiting for me in death, right?
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God damnit I hate heels.
Went back during the night or so. Met up with the grunnies and Al again, and we talked for a bit before more people arrived.
Al is still nervous around Sui and Gio. Guess conditions didn't get better when I was around.
Then Gio dragged Al off, and we talked a bit more, joking around for a bit. I eventually got suspicious about what was going on with Al and Gio, so I went over to the dorms.
Guess what I find? Gio (The a**. Weird to think I thought he was decent in the middle of the year.) throwing Al(Poor guy) to the ground. There were people behind me, as well.
Gio and I got into another argument, while Al snuck off somewhere. I told him that I wasn't afraid of death anymore (Is it weird that it's a casual subject with me now?) and he got all silent.
Then Jinx tried to tell me something, but she snapped her mouth shut at the last moment.
We went back over to the center, and somehow Gio remembered about the whole dance challenge thing. Rin declared being judge, and the two of us were dance partners.
Gio called it the 'Waltz of Doom', heh. Fitting name, considering he threw me up in the air, tripped me into a dip, and did a whole bunch of stuff. (Screw him and his abusing my lightness.)
Despite all of this, it was one of the funnest waltzes I've done for a while.
I suddenly poofed when it was getting good, though. I think I was disqualified.
...Damn. ...I'm still a better waltz-er than him.
Anyways, Chesherr had a little talk with me about the injustice of parents or whatever, and how they were so unfair and constraining. I wasn't really listening, so he poofed me into the dorms to get some rest.
 Siyaahi · Sat Dec 17, 2011 @ 03:43am · 0 Comments |
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