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The Worse Kind


Have you ever felt like you were the only sane person in a mad house? I feel that way constantly. How : I am the only that stands the truths that everyone purposely forgets, I am the only one that won’t let family abuse and use me. There are many purposely forgotten dirty secrets, they will really never go away; they are like bad odors, you can mask them for awhile but if you don’t get at the source they will never go away. It is seriously maddening watching them day to day, watching them pretend like it is all perfect, it sickens me. My mom constantly gets angry at me for me letting my family use me or abuse me the way she lets them. If someone really loved you and wanted to be with you they wouldn’t purposely try to use you till you had nothing left over and over and over. There comes a point when you seriously need to stand up for yourself and say ****** no, no more. You want me spend time with me? You want to be with me and pretend to love me? Then change the way you treat me and take care of me, I’ve been used and abused enough. Try to make the effort and see things from my point of view or simply stay out of my life and leave me alone. Wicked Alyce** · Mon Oct 17, 2011 @ 11:03pm · 0 Comments


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