I have a problem; I tend to be an attention whore and love the attention from one person of the opposite sex. The attention has to be constant, so if I’m feeling cuddly, which is often, I want to cuddle then and there despite what that person that gives me attention is doing. I hate it when they don’t give me my attention when I want it, I love being a cuddly pet … It is problematic and I hate it and it’s one of the main reason I avoid friendships ‘cause I don’t like having a group of friends, oh no, I like just one special friend that’ll peddy-coo me and give me all the attention I want till I’m purring happily. I love whining and complaining bitterly just for the attention. I’m a closet drama queen … Recently I lost the first person that really cared for me to marriage. They were always there in an instant flash, seriously, I would send an e-mail and minutes later there would be a reply, if the e-mail was bad enough there would be an IM. The lost wasn’t actually recently, I’ve been staying away for years because I’m in a relationship. But the marriage is recent and it still feels like a lose, weird … My current and first lover hates attention whores, hahaha, but yeah it’s an unwanted problem now … How do you stop being an attention whore?
Wicked Alyce · Thu Oct 13, 2011 @ 10:12am · 0 Comments |