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So im actually graduating. WOOOOOO! right? .... WRONG! you think i would be in the best mood ever... well you see we can pick who we walk down the isle/lane with at graduation and the only person i would ever want to or think about doing it with is doing it with someone else... and its not the fact that im like practically love with this person (nikki my best friend) but its the fact that this always happens. I mean she is the most important person in my life but i always come second to her, even if she always comes first to me. JUST ONCE i reallllly want somthing but no... she already is doing it with someone else and did not even think. "i want to walk with salvador" no... not for a second. all i want is to be important to her.. idk... it jut hurts for some reason and im just in a very depressed mood. Now i think i know how some people feel abou this stuff. im usually like 'get over it' but ouch... and i dont really have many friends so i have no one to do it with. chances are im going to look stupid at my graduation, you know... walking with a stranger... sigh, i just want to get this over with now....

sorry for the venting, i just had to tell someone, or somthing. anyways, i drew again, prob going to start editing since schoool is over for me. And All Time Low has a new album out called "Dirty Work" you should go check it out.

bye... and may my depression and these next 2 days go by really fast and i can get out of this damn state and back home to vegas :']