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I know i have not written in so long and this might seemed weird but, okay so i am usually in this like dark place inside me. Idk, its just me, and you know i liked it there and what not, i got my story idea's and other things. Well, recently its like that dark place vanished and i was left alone to cope without it... and to tell the truth, i loved it. It made more sense, and i was more happy. It was nice and i did not want that to change, only recently it feels like the dark place is slowly returning, and i dont know why. I dont even know what triggered its leave so how am i suppose to know how its coming back? its just all confussing and im kinda in a weird situation here.. bleh. I dont even know if this is to personal for my journal? lol should i make it private? xD.
Anywhore, i have been writting a lot, and im watching season 9 of smallville right now, lol. things seem to being going a little okay despite the fact that i still need to find a job ect... idk if i even am going to move out any more because things started to get complicated. I also go a new computer which i get on... A LOT. lol, because there is just not space left on my laptop due to the fact that i love t.v and every season of like every show is stoded away on this thing xD.
Well, i guess that is all i really have to say for now. Summer is almost over, i need to think what i want to do well school is in session since i will no long have school. Hmmmmmmm

Till next time,
BYEEEEEEE biggrin