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I dont know why, but i feel like writing in my journal. I just watched the movie Source Code and it really got me thinking. It was an outstanding movie, and to whomever says otherwise then they can go somewhere! It was very emotional, and right after I went onto DevientArt and in my watchers someone had made a speed paint as a tribute to Harry Potter and the end of it all. After looking at that i just went into this pretty emotional state. Its 6am, the sun just came up, and wow. To think of things like Harry Potter that has influenced my life for so long and to see it all come to an end. It just breaks my heart... Not to sound like an emotional little girl or anything but it reminds me of what people said at graduation and a whole lot of other things.. things that remind me. Its time to grow up. With Harry Potter my childhood is also ending and i have to live on without it. I mean i know for a lot of Harry Potter fans who are adults its probably different, but this is how it is too me and it sucks. I really need to think what i want to do with my life. Like my friends and others who already know what they want, or they have to go back to school another year. They all have something that they are doing and im stuck with nothing. I have no idea and its pretty terrifing. I never saw my self as an adult and i dont really want to grow up. I guess we all just have too.

Anyways, Harry Potter is not over till the movie Thursday night (which im going to see) so ill save whatever nasty emotions i have untill then.
Just thinking and had to put my thoughts down...
Till next time.