I know I have no right.
No right to ask anything of you.
No right to want you to listen to what I have to say.
No right to ask you to forgive me.
No right to be mad at you.
No right to speak ill of you.
I know I am no better than you.
No less stupid in my decisions.
No more interesting to talk to.
No more worthy of redemption.
No less inraging.
No harder to insult.
In fact it is quite posible that I am worse than you in every way.
Maybe it is because of that.
Because you ARE better than me.
That I still hold out hope that you will help, listen, forgive and overlook my self importance.
Reguardless I know that one day you will stop.
I can feel that day coming at me head on.
I’m bracing for impact and hoping beyond hope that for some god forsaken reason you never decide your done with me.
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