Life's not been so bad, but it's not been at the top of the world. My family is so much of a mess, I don't know if I can consider it a family anymore. My mom is too obsessed with her on-again, off-again "boyfriend" and his son... My step-mother is the most psychotic human being you'll ever find... And my uncle eloped with his psychotic on-again, off-again "girlfriend" and now I have a new aunt and three, annoying step-cousins.
Than... I don't know which of my friends are starting rumors about me... But, apparently I'm pregnant, engaged, not a virgin, sex 24/7... All of this crap combined. And some of it may be coming from one of my new "cousins". Though, a lot of it is also coming from my dad's psychotic wife. Joy.
Than we have my boyfriend... I don't know. I love him to pieces and he loves me, but sometimes I don't think he loves me as much as he says he does. Well, that's a lie... I know he loves me very, very much. But... Sometimes I think the main reason why he does is because I'm a girl that he thinks is willing to give him any sexual pleasure he asks for. I don't like that. D= He says that it's always "me, me, me"... But it's not always. I know sometimes I can be selfish... But I'm not demanding. I dunno...
Living in a house, but I wish it were a home.
Tons of friends, but I don't know which are true.
Gotta boyfriend says he loves me, but all he wants to do is screw.
 MarionetteOfShadows · Sun Jan 10, 2010 @ 11:47pm · 0 Comments |
